i have fought hard for everything i have. no i dont mean material things. that is just something i dont care much about.
i mean religion, necessities, family, finances, jobs.......you understand right?
but now im tired. the fight is fighting back against me.
and im tired.
and i have given up.
at this point, im living in a vacuum. there are ppl and things swirling all around me at a rapid rate. but im in the center and not moving.
i used to grab hold of those things swirling around me and try to keep things in check. i held on for a long time but im tired and i let go.
i just let go.
and i cant grab anything else.
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