ive discovered that the days i have to work are actually better for me. i work hard and barely have time to think about too much else.
alhamdulillah that i have a busy job!
im ok, i actually slept all night last night (benadry still, but i slept).
i still find myself wondering what happened , what happened and what happened. no its not all i think about, but that thought creeps through every so often.
we were well on our way to marrying, to making a future together. suddenly im at a loss. such a loss.
could i have been so wrong about all of this?
all i can ask for is just to know where he is, if he is ok and what happened to separate the inseparable.
Widowed in Saudi Arabia - Update
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