for making the blog private but i had no choice. ive decided to reopen it. but it is with heavy heart.
elji loved me like no other..he still does.
i love him.
but ive lost him to his family. they took him from me.
i doubt ill ever hear from him again.
i have to accept that.
but my burden is so heavy.
i try to give it to Allah
but...i woke up this morning forgetting that he is out of my life. i picked up my cell phone (habit) to see if there were any messages.
then i remembered.
l feel like something is crawling over my skin.
i dont know which way to turn.
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