ive had so many people tell me that they are praying for me and my situation..its really incredible. want to thank you for that, God will definately reward you.
the point of this is that im feeling incredibly calm. not the sad, nervous wreck that i was last night or earlier today. i literally could not sit still.
im not usually that good at calming myself so i sincerely believe that your prayers and my own have brought me to the place where i am now.
hopefully tonight is laylat al qadr (night of power), a very important night during ramadan. one when the prayers offered this night are better than praying for a thousand months and our sins are wiped away. that we become closer to Allah this night than any other night of the year. i plan on praying til i cant pray anymore!
please be patient with me. im not perfect. im a human being.
a very calm, peaceful human being. the power of prayer. alhamdullilah.