maybe in some ways, this post is partners with the one before it.
i have an anger building inside of me. no not violent anger. just anger at some things that are not in my control at all. im not a control freak. i just cannot for the life of me get a grasp on the things i want to grasp.
i am frustrated as hell. i am wondering why, why and how.
i am mad at myself, i am mad at my surroundings. IF i had no responsibilities? i would pack my bag and get in my car and go. where?
i dont know really. i dont want to go to a wonderful exotic place and have a vacation. i want to go somewhere where my senses can come alive.
i would go to india, alaska, pakistan.
i would never return.