Monday, August 25, 2008

whats this anger?

maybe in some ways, this post is partners with the one before it.

i have an anger building inside of me. no not violent anger. just anger at some things that are not in my control at all. im not a control freak. i just cannot for the life of me get a grasp on the things i want to grasp.

i am frustrated as hell. i am wondering why, why and how.

i am mad at myself, i am mad at my surroundings. IF i had no responsibilities? i would pack my bag and get in my car and go. where?

i dont know really. i dont want to go to a wonderful exotic place and have a vacation. i want to go somewhere where my senses can come alive.

i would go to india, alaska, pakistan.

i would never return.


  1. If you need a break you can always come visit... its not exotic at all, but I live in the country and I've got time to show you around now...

    May Allah make it easy for you.

  2. thank you, at least someone understands.

  3. one of your comments disappeared!!

  4. And I mean it... if you need anything, let me know... even if its just to talk

  5. salam, maybe its just that pre-ramadan feeling that we all get. maybe it isnt. But i guess the best way to make that feeling go away is to do dhikr. I hope you feel better though sis. wasalam