i want to go home but the problem is i dont know where home is anymore. home is where the heart is? where is my heart? if i can find that, i think i can find home. i wish i could go to my mom's house, but there is no more mom's house. moms's house is the nursing home.
my children are moving away...kylee is where my heart is at the moment.....and part of it is with elji.
the problem is, i just cant find any familiarity anywhere. perhaps you may think im a needy person, and perhaps i AM a needy person but you know, thats really ok. takes all kinds to make the world go round, yeah?
maybe ill never find home here on earth...inshallah jannah can be my home one day.
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