........lifted by shoulders by unknown force again. pulled awake against my will. there was a message in my head.
"he did leave you behind. he left you and decided to act as if you dont exist".
that same thing happened this past weekend when i was forced awake. that time the message was.
"he got married."
i would never treat anyone this way. unmercifully. i always think other people would be as just and am disappointed when i see the worst in people.
Widowed in Saudi Arabia - Update
3 days ago