i used to be clever

i just got an email from a friend who read through my blog and had a comment here and there about the past posts. so i sat and read through the events of my life since i started writing here. i realized that i went from happy, go lucky hormonal female to bland, sad, depressed old biddy.

what on earth happened to me? i used to be clever. quick with a quip. i even amused myself at times.

can anyone help me find me?