Tuesday, January 13, 2009

how short was my relief.

sorry but i deleted this post. though my ex does drive me insane at times, after a bit of thinking i decided i didnt want to expose his hardships. that wasnt fair of me, astaghfirullah.

no, please dont get the idea that ive gone all soft. no..i just wouldnt want anyone to do that to me.


  1. Oh Jana, I can't imagine what your going through. Being tugged back and forth, what he is doing is so wrong. I'm so glad he is still so far away and I'm just hoping that it will be difficult for him to even attempt to come here. And the finances, wow Jana if you told me nothing about his adulterous behavior, the financial crisis tells me all I need to know about him. What he is doing today is abusive, he is trying to make you still be a part of the mess that he has made so he doesn't have to carry it's burdens by himself. Praying for you today....

  2. Asalamu Alaikum Jana

    As I read this I could feel your anxiety in my heart. Just stay strong and don't let him back in. Inshallah he will get the hint and move on