have you ever done that? ever?
has something in your life ever created such a high level of pain and havoc that it closes your entire emotional system down?
im there now. im functional. but as far as feeling anything i dont. and i cant right now. numbness is welcome right about now.
oh its nothing new....its something thats been coming for a couple of months so i was semi prepared for it. but there are some things that no matter how brave you think you are? you just find out youre one big pile of weak old shyte.