tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6324399780430287797.post6127991176435397492..comments2015-08-23T05:48:37.654-04:00Comments on my immature viewpoint (and stuff like that): my new life as an insomniacjazainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18269951544611075131noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6324399780430287797.post-11037834480885285952009-05-05T11:42:00.000-04:002009-05-05T11:42:00.000-04:00I know you really love him. I think one more week...I know you really love him. I think one more week and that's it sweetie. Because you don't want to go through this waiting game with him everytime he goes to visit his family. Your Pakistani friend is really insightful. Jana, the push of these families is unbelievable, as you know. My Turkish in-laws single-handedly destroyed everything for me and filed a divorce. I don't want you to suffer the same fate.<br /><br />Inshallah I am here. I've been depressed and also in bed a lot. Inshallah we both will leave our bed and go on. I love you until the end of time sweetie. If there is anything I can do I'm a phone call away. Love you endlessly.Yaseminhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09511727103777114798noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6324399780430287797.post-33396127345456525272009-05-05T05:19:00.000-04:002009-05-05T05:19:00.000-04:00ive been faced with the reality of the siutation. ...ive been faced with the reality of the siutation. im so tired from not sleeping and waking up wondering. i can barely see straight now and i have to drive that long drive to work this way....but the reality is, somehow he crashed, caved, let go of our dreams. even if its temporarily, he let it go and left me floudering and suffering in the worst way. ill go forward with life. ill not wait. was advised by a very smart pakistani friend that lives here and that ive known for a while..he said, he is history. he has given up.....so now i have to collect myself and try to move on into my own future, inshallah. Allahu alim what it will bring. anything should be better than this but please dont misunderstand me, i still say alhamdulillahjazainhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18269951544611075131noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6324399780430287797.post-68546441037467452662009-05-04T19:29:00.000-04:002009-05-04T19:29:00.000-04:00Well inshallah he can read it and see what you are...Well inshallah he can read it and see what you are going through... May Allah make it easy for youJamilahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16620206144107871079noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6324399780430287797.post-65806009037109356992009-05-04T17:46:00.000-04:002009-05-04T17:46:00.000-04:00he always read this blog...but as of late there is...he always read this blog...but as of late there is not contact to the outside world that i know of...i can only assume if he cant use his phone that he cant use the net either...he would perhaps try to contact me and that just cant happen i suppose :(jazainhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18269951544611075131noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6324399780430287797.post-28682738324545025042009-05-04T15:06:00.000-04:002009-05-04T15:06:00.000-04:00Sending lots of hugs through this comment. I'll p...Sending lots of hugs through this comment. I'll pray for you... and ask Allah to have him call you so that you can rest a bit better... Does he read this blog?Jamilahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16620206144107871079noreply@blogger.com